One dark and moonless night, a fella taking a short cut through a cemetery stumbled over a pile of dirt and fell into an open grave. He tried in vain to scale the smooth walls and finally gave up, settling back into the corner to await daylight and help.
A little while later, another fellow cut through the cemetery on his way home from a party. It had been quite a celebration with free-flowing beverages and this second guy’s step was a little -unsteady. His staggering sent him tumbling into the same open grave. The first man to tumble in watched in silence as the inebriated man tried unsuccessfully to climb the grave’s walls.
When the second guy began attempting a high jump, the first guy could stand it no longer. “You’ll never get out of here,” he shouted, “I couldn’t!”
At that, the second fellow jumped out of the grave and ran into the next neighbourhood. He may be running still!
It’s an ancient Russian Orthodox tradition to celebrate Easter by telling jokes, even in church. They feel that they are imitating the joke that God played by raising Jesus to life. The evil forces of the world, they say, sit back smugly, thinking they have defeated God, “having the last word,” but then Jesus is raised from the dead. Life and salvation have become the last words. God wins!
But can we believe such a thing? People, including Christians have struggled trying to understand this resurrection thing even since it first happened, or didn’t. We know what death is. It is ugly, final and destructive. How can we believe in the resurrection? Is so unnatural, science-fiction, belonging on the fantasy television. Some contemporary theologians have even tried to rewrite the gospels with a sensible explanation that modern minds can grasp; for if we do not, says Bishop John Spong, modern people will reject Christianity and it shall become as extinct as the do-do bird and 48¢ a gallon gasoline!
Today’s story is not about the confident, faith-believing disciples, ready to take up where Jesus left off. They had walked with him, studied with him, learned from. Centuries later, the faithful would look back on them as the founders of the church. They were people of the way, the Christian Way. They were going to transform creation into a glorious God-fearing people. War would soon disappear. Justice would prevail. And kindness: … why kindness and acceptance would spread like wild-fire across the globe. Heaven on earth, in just a matter of decades. Just watch; wait. The church had birthed, now all that’s needed is God’s power to blossom and grow.
As I look back on my 51 years of ministry in the United Church, (48, ordained and 3 on student placements) there’s been a wide range of experiences. I preached to 1200 people all at once one Easter in downtown Vancouver at St. Andrew’s-Wesley, and on a Christmas Eve, even dared to sing a song for them from the Chancel steps. In rural Manitoba, at one of three churches I would preach one morning, I shovelled the snow off the stairs so the 4 people who would soon arrive could more easily get inside the frigid church whose furnace had gone out in the night. Some churches have had pipe organs and others, a mail order electronic thing with chic-a-boom box for accompaniment. Some churches had huge choirs with paid vocalists and others no singers at all. Some had wonderfully beautiful stained glass windows and others cardboard stuck into the places where panes of glass was either missing or broken. Churches, all different; big, small, richly appointed; others - less so, some beautiful, some utilitarian, others downright in shambles. So what else do you need to worship; to be the church?
Well according to the philosophy of some mega churches around North America, what makes a good and successful church is having an adequate parking lot, a day care and in the case of our neighbours to the south, lots of American flags waving, as a constant reminder of the lack of division between church and state, no matter what the politicians, courts and constitution say!
But today’s gospel gives us a picture of another church, the beginning church, the founding mothers and fathers. No pipe organ, no parking lot, no day care, no choir, no ushers, no minister, or pastor. If they did have a minister; he’s dead, remember?
In fact, this is a picture of a church or THE CHURCH at its worst. The disciples have gathered after the resurrection-event and they are cowering in fear. They’ve been prepared. Jesus saw to that. He went over the commandments again and again. “Love God and your neighbour; give to Caesar what is Caesar’s, give to God, what is God’s.” Then he told them he was going to get killed, but don’t worry. God has everything in hand. Right!
Obviously, they hadn’t been paying attention. They’re cowering like rabbits behind closed, bolted doors, fearing that the big bad wolf was going to pounce in on them any second. They were supposed to be the ones, walking confidently out into the world, full of God’s Spirit, announcing the Easter triumph: the resurrection! Look at them, cowering, hunched down, hoping no one in town would know that they were there.
What kind of advertisement might this church put in the local newspaper to attract members? Small, family church; no paid vocalists, nor fancy windows, haven’t needed a parking lot yet. Maybe, they’re the friendly church, where all would be welcome? Emerging spirit, hardly! Locked doors, hushed silence; not much of a sign of hospitality. “Hey, we’re the church with a warm heart and a bold mission!” Forget it. This is the church of sweaty palms and shaky knees. The church of disbelief; the church of the doubting disciples. Should have been called the church of “St. Thomas beyond closed doors.”
Not only is there no sanctuary, no pulpit, no choir, no parking lot for donkeys, more significantly, this church has no plan, no mission statement, no conviction, no belief, no nothing! (pause)
What is it that people are looking for in churches today? Apparently, going by recent studies, friendly ones. Second on the list of any survey, people are looking for a good message, especially from a youngish minister who should have at least 30 years of experience and can still relate to youth and is especially nice to the seniors and elderly. Nobody is looking for locked doors and frightened members.
“Not me! It’s fear, that’s what I’m looking for in a church. I want to be with a bunch of people who are scared to death all the time!” Really! I don’t think so! (pause)
In John’s Gospel, we have a picture of a church that’s got nothing going for it except, except that when it gathered, the risen Christ pushed through the locked door, threw back the bolt and stood among them. Maybe that could be any church from cathedral to farm field shack. Left to our own devices we are nothing, are we – nothing but a huddle of confused, timid, cowering failures who’d jump outta’ the grave and run as far away as we could if we were ever confronted with the voice of the risen Lord and Saviour!
Church, real church is like that. No matter how much time we spend planning and practising, writing and reading. No matter how much proof is revealed all we can really muster is just another variety of disciples hiding behind locked doors; ‘cause we don’t really make the church do we?
The church has its life, feels and understands the resurrection when the risen Christ breaks in and stands among us. And we can’t practise for that; can’t plan that. ‘Cause that’s the grace of God. We know it when it happens and if custom would allow, we would take off our shoes in awed-wonder because we know when something’s different; when something’s holy, the last fading echo of the choir or soloist that’s stopped us dead in our tracks (hair raised on the back of the neck, flutter in our chest, emotion overcomes the sensible, tears; oh, we know when something’s holy!
These days, there’s lots of talk of what a successful church looks like: good programs, maybe ceramics on Tuesday, the building’s in pretty good shape, fabulous sermons that entertain and challenge without being too controversial, 20% of the money raised going to help the poor and marginalized, a place that’s bursting with children and youth who have organized field trips to the Third World to experience poverty first hand, yoga and fitness for the older ones, keeps them nimble, you know – these are the signs of a good and healthy church. NOT!!!! They may well be good in providing uplifting moral improvement for youth and retirees but how successful are those churches in helping people meet Jesus? Hmmmmmm?
No, the good news for today is that it was to this church, made up of disbelieving, fearful souls, hanging on to one another that the risen Christ came and said “shalom aleichem – may peace be upon you!” “I’m sending you out into the world,” and then he breathes the Holy Spirit’s breath into them, bestowing on them, power from God. That’s what makes the church. To the church that had nothing, he gives everything: spirit, mission and forgiveness.
We are the church of the resurrection not because of what we’ve built and maintained nor because of all the other trappings over which we fight and argue. We are the church because Jesus has come to us and given us spirit, mission, forgiveness and a commissioning. That’s why we are called the church, not because we believe or disbelieve but because Jesus has come among us.
But what about our disbelief. We want to be able to stifle our doubts, be certain, assured; but we cannot. Like the first disciples, faith is sometimes just too much to grasp.
Doubting, does feel like sinking, losing it all. Maybe they made the whole thing up. What if it were all just wistful thinking? Remember Peter, when he doubted. Jesus called him the rock upon which the church would be built. Thomas had his doubts, but Jesus still came and stood among them, beside them.
Did Jesus doubt? I suspect there were a few moments while he prayed in the garden: “if it be possible, let this cup pass from me.” Did he pray because he doubted how his suffering and death could bring about the promised kingdom of God? Perhaps.
Writer and Christian philosopher Frederick Beuchner said, “if you don’t have doubts, you’re either kidding yourself or asleep!” “Doubts,” he said, “are the ants in the pants of faith, they keep it alive and moving.” Jesus once said if we have faith, even a small itsy, bitsy amount of faith, we will be able to move mountains. Unfortunately, most of us don’t want to move mountains, we just want to keep going. So we identify with Thomas.
Today, the good news is that the risen Christ comes. This is the promise, that Christ comes to us and that’s what makes us the church. At least that’s the way I see it. And the people said: Amen