April 11, 2021 "I Believe - Sort Of" Rev. Dal McCrindleWhatever happened in the garden, Mary was convinced that she had seen Jesus. The other disciples had run for their lives, hoping the authorities would not find them. Mary, on the other hand, finding the tomb empty had run to Peter and John, and together they had seen the empty grave clothes, lying in folds as if the body had somehow evaporated, vanished. John, we are told immediately believed that Jesus had risen, although by today’s Gospel reading that confidence hadn’t spread to the other disciples.After Peter and John returned to their homes, Mary remained in the garden weeping. It is here where she meets Jesus, mistaken as the gardener. “I have seen the Lord,” she would tell the disciples.It is possible that the disciples continued to secretly meet in that Upper Room where the Last Supper had been held; the last place where things had felt wonderful but they met in fear. “What if the next knock on the door were someone from the court? We know that Peter had denied knowing Jesus, but what if the crowds hadn’t believed his denial or had followed Mary, Peter and John as they returned from the tomb grounds?”As they sat trembling in fear, suddenly Jesus was standing in their midst. He gave them the usual greeting: Shalom Aleichem – “peace be with you!” To which the response should have been. Aleichem shalom! We’re not told in the Gospel if they responded thus. These weak and doubting disciples that could only stare at the empty tomb or run for their lives after denying their Lord, probably didn’t respond according to societies norms. But now they receive the charter and power of the church. “Peace be with you,” the risen Jesus says, “as the Father sent me, so I now send you.” Then he breathed on them and said, “receive the Holy Spirit. If you forgive people’s sins they are forgiven; if you do not forgive them, they are not forgiven.” [Unlike Matthew, Mark and Luke, the Gospel writer of John combines the stories of the resurrection, ascension and the gifting of the Holy Spirit into one eventful day!]Everything that Jesus had been during his ministry is now bequeathed to this motley band of sinners, prostitutes, fishermen and tax collectors. All that God had accomplished in Jesus was now entrusted to this rag-tag fear-filled band of women and men to share with the world. Belief in the resurrection would carry them on through whatever temptation encouraged them to stray. On the other hand, unbelief would stop them in their tracks, paralyze their efforts and destroy their commitment. In addition, they are commanded to forgive those who offend them, so they are not encumbered by the burdens of un-forgiven offences. “Have you believed because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet come to believe.”As pilgrims of Jesus’ way, followers in 2021, we are heirs of that charter and that commission. Jesus’ earthly ministry had ended; he was crucified, killed but he had been seen, risen! In some way, he stood among them, he was with them! Those who formerly had run for their lives were now willing as history reveals, to stand before the courts of the world, face ridicule, rejection and death in the sure and certain hope of everlasting life. Fear had been vanquished by faith!The message that God’s love extends to all human beings was theirs, but is now, is ours, to tell, to show and to ensure it can be retold! Jesus came and stood among them but not in the same way as he had before. It is significant that Jesus empowered them and sent them out with words for forgiveness. Remember, his first words from the cross were “father forgive them!” If this message of forgiveness, love and everlasting life is ever to reach the corners of the world; it will do so only through those who believe, the church, Christ’s body: his hands, feet and voice. As Jesus is dependent upon the church so then, the church is dependent upon him. Like the doubting disciples, weak, fearful, desiring safety, security or stability, we need strength to face the uncertainties which Jesus’ resurrection now presents us. Whenever in doubt or difficulty, like those before, the church needs Jesus. Without him, what message can we speak? Good deeds? Be nice to your neighbour? Uphold society’s morality? While these are all good attributes of secular humanism, it is Jesus who makes the real difference, for he is the saving act of God and he is risen!In modern times, what does it mean to be fully human, responsible and faithful? To live as God created us? Look to Jesus: God’s example of Humanity! Even in the presence of immanent danger, defeat or death, we are assured that God shall not desert us; for we are in partnership with God. Somehow the disciples came to understand and believe that, even in moments when disbelief overshadowed the certainty of faith!But there is more. As Jesus was sent by God into the world, so too, the disciples and now we the church are empowered and sent into the world as witnesses bringing good news, forgiveness, salvation, even justice and peace. As Jesus is obedient to the will of God, the church is also called to serve in obedience to this command of Jesus Christ.But as we know, the church which claims to have seen the Lord, having knowledge of God’s plan for humankind is not always faithful to its call. We forget that it is God’s will that we are to pursue; even in the face of danger and sacrifice. We do not have to give up our life to prove our obedience to God, although many have done so as a consequence of their faithful living. Jesus gave the disciples, power to be the church,. He did not leave them alone to their own resources, He breathed on them and said “receive the Holy Spirit,” the very power of God Almighty. The early church understood this spirit to be the same force which breathed the breath of life into the earth creatures when Adam became a living souls.Likewise, the prophet Ezekiel likened Israel’s exile and return, to a valley of dry bones which was re-awakened from death when God’s spirit gave new sinew, new flesh, new creation, new birth. Our church is given the same new life and power to be faithful, to be disciples in partnership with Christ. No longer do we need to cower in fear in upper rooms of despair, prejudice or mediocrity but can venture outside in the world, preaching repentance, forgiveness and new birth; so that Christ’s work and mission might be fulfilled.Empowered and commissioned, the church stands ready for action” but what does it mean to be faithful to Christ’s world? Have we only a responsibility to those who worship with us, or those who agree with out theology and ideology or those who live in our community or nation? What does our charter, as the church, as partners with God compel us to do for those who live outside our own community, or in other corners of the world, or for those who are oppressed by individuals, systems, powers, governments, or disease? Sometimes, it is too easy on one hand to be overly concerned about the political climate of a country far away; or on the other hand to dismiss those international concerns as being none of our business. What does our church charter have to say to corporations, systems, institutions which use, abuse and misuse people? The voice of Christ calls us out of the upper rooms and into the world; not into a retreat from it.In partnership with God, we are called and challenged to be the hands and feet of Christ, extending God’s love to the whole world family, without fear. God has passion and compassion for creation; God’s large family, sisters and brothers all.“Peace be with you, as the father sent me, so I send you,” then he breathed on them and said receive the Holy Spirit. At least that’s the way I see it!
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