June 20, 2021 " JESUS DON'T YOU CARE?" Rev. Dal McCrindle“Jesus, don’t you care?” How many times have you heard yourself say or even think that? Some of the most faithful have doubted Jesus’ concern. Even the great John Wesley, founder of Methodism had doubts throughout his life. But having doubts is one thing; fearing for one’s life is another. So why are we afraid? Why are you afraid? “Have you still no faith?” Jesus’ response stops us in our tracks – we’re afraid ‘caused there’s much to fear. While escaping from Egypt and spending 40 years wandering in the wilderness, the Israelites were afraid. The disciples of Jesus in the boat were afraid while their master snoozed, seemingly unaware of the dangers that threatened their small craft.I would be lying to you if told you I wasn’t afraid of my heart surgery 20 years ago, last Tuesday. Did it threaten my confidence? Yes! Did it threaten my faith? No! But it did cause me to call out in my mind: “Jesus are you there?”Many things happen that can bring anguish or despair - we might worry about the unknown or the uncertainty of the future. What shall we do now? Where shall we turn? How shall we survive? Cautiously, we proceed, as though some wild beast was about to pounce and destroy us. "Have you still no faith?"The disciples were in such a situation as are so many today. They feared the strength and violence of a storm sweeping across the Sea of Galilee. No sooner does Mark tells us about the power unleashed by God’s Spirit on the disciples and they find themselves in danger. The church at its infancy is thrust into one of life’s storms. And isn’t life like that? Just when we think things have begun or got onto a straight and sure tack, then the storms hit – trouble is a-brewing. But does worrying quell such storms especially when their impact is somewhat unknown?Safe here in West Vancouver we may not appreciate the violence of storms at sea, unless of course we are boaters; or the swirling danger that dances across the prairies and twist our livelihood up into the skies. They can be devastating, terrifying and life threatening. “Jesus, don’t you care?” The church is a mess; my life is a mess – “Jesus, don’t you care?”Storms of life, what do they look life?: a budget shortfall, financial insecurity, quietness in the marketplace, unstable interest rates, job insecurity, a new relationship, job or home, high school or university graduation (which, while bringing great happiness at the time creates the fear of now what?) What about the continuing unrest in the world? What will eventually happen in Iran, Iraq, Lebanon, Syria, Palestine, Israel, Libya, North Korea, China, Cuba? These days, there’s the threat that overshadows any kind of travel: hostage taking, terrorism, covid! There’s the increasing demands and uncertainties of growing children, aging parents, as well as our own anxieties of growing older and maybe losing control of our lives, or of moving into care facilities, or of facing a life-threatening illness and approaching death. Like disciples, we all find ourselves, thrust into the midst of some sea, in a vessel that seems too small for calm sailing, too fragile to resist the rocking, swaying and pressures from above, below or 'round about!Fear is just as much a part of life as is death and taxes. It's most likely a naturally built-in protection mechanism, developed over the eons of evolution. Most everyone is afraid of something. People turn to God, or one another to abate the terror that overtakes them when they're not in control of a situation.We do all manner of things to cover our fear; we deny it, or even pretend that it doesn't exist. We whistle a happy tune, talk to ourselves, immerse ourselves in work and activities, eat or try to appear confident as the uncertainty of an unknown future, approaches! Sometimes we might even call out to God wondering if God has stopped caring, or watching. Every once in a while, I catch Jazz-Gospel singer Louise Rose singing “His Eye is on the Sparrow,” and “I know he watches me” – but does he? Where is our happiness when we fear that God has lost interest in us?Despite all these masquerades, God is not fooled. God made us - knows us and sees our bravado. God understands that we are afraid. Scattered throughout scripture, are incidents of angels or messengers of God approaching people, often the first thing said is: "fear not, don't be afraid!" But the storms of life assail us and we are left scurrying around, looking for safety and a way out!When Mark penned the story of Jesus and the disciples on the sea, the infant Church was already beginning to feel abandoned and alone. Jesus, who had promised to come again, had not arrived! The church, which tried to live by, believe the teachings of Jesus, was being persecuted, threatened and tortured. Many of the faithful had already been martyred for their beliefs. Like the disciples on the stormy lake, the young community desperately tried to understand why Jesus had abandoned them. Why, by his silence, did Jesus act as though he were asleep somewhere, unaware of the storms of life which battered their church-boat which plied the troubled times. Where exactly was God? … like Jesus asleep, inattentive, unconcerned?Mark asks the young church and subsequently us, why are you so terrified, inactive? Why are you still, lacking in faith? "Winds and seas, be calmed!"The story has waves of meaning that go far beyond a miraculous display of divine power. No matter what storms come into our life, Jesus can bring peace and calm. Tossed about by worries or misfortune, fears of the unknown: a beginning or an ending; Jesus says: "Peace! Be still!" Faith, in one who calms the mighty chaos of the sea, will sustain any one through their trials of daily Christian living; even carry them through the rigors of persecution, indecision, fear and the greatest fear, death itself. Mark reminds his readers that Jesus is attentive, even if asleep and can be called when needed for Jesus is risen! Not gone! Therefore, we can trust that God has not forgotten humankind.What is our greatest fear? Is it something unknown? Is it fear itself? Name them and take them to Jesus, in prayer. Remember our Hymn: What a Friend we have in Jesus? "Have we trials or temptations? Is there trouble anywhere? We should never be discouraged. Take it to the Lord in prayer."But Lord, I'm frightened of beginning something new; I'm frightened of unemployment, of surgery, of changes in my family or marital status. I fear for my children's future, I fear for my life. I fear for the environment, our world, our country, our community, our church and congregation."Are we weak and heavy-laden, cumbered with a load of care. Christ the Saviour is our refuge. Take it to the Lord in Prayer." Let’s awaken Jesus with our prayer and let him quiet the tempest in our hearts. Jesus confronted his own fear by trusting God even when there was no hope. In the garden of Gethsemane, Jesus accepted a cup of suffering which led to the breaking loose of human limitations. Faith, is hoping against all hope when there is no rationale for trusting God.There's the story of a mountain climber who fell over a steep cliff. Just before dropping out of sight into apparent nothingness, the climber managed to grab onto a small little branch that was sticking out of the rocks. After desperately trying to figure out how to reach safety, the mountaineer called out "Jesus, don’t you care" After a little silence, a large, divine-sounding voice thundered: "let go of the branch!" After a fearsome pause of anxiety, the climber hollered out once more, "is there anyone else, listening?"There's nothing wrong with fear, our survival may well depend upon it - it's what we do with our fear. Are we immobilized, paralyzed, depressed or inspired? Trusting in God, is not a naive acceptance nor disregard for danger but is rather, a focus on the good that is at the heart of reality. It is a belief, a trust; a faith that since God is God...things will eventually work out, for good! There WILL be danger, there WILL be trouble. We may not even see for ourselves what God will create one day, but God does quiet the storms. God's spirit does give power to disciples who fear mightily so that they may endure mightily; going, saying, doing what would have been impossible before.Such faith does not excuse us from taking responsibility for the storms, turmoil or dangers of this world, but empowered, we are called to trust God, to trust in God's people, to believe in the overall goodness of others and to accept Jesus' model for life; to risk, to let go of the branch; to leave security and control behind; to be a pilgrim people, a loving people, a serving people, a forgiven, saved and trusting people. We are redeemed and loved by God who has given us the strength and the courage to weather all of life's threatening storms.The old gospel hymn “Abide with me” says it best: "I fear no foe with thee at hand to bless; ills have no weight, and tears no bitterness. Where is death's sting? Where, grave the victory? I triumph still, if thou abide with me." So, "why are we afraid? Have we still no faith? And Jesus said, "Peace...Be still!At least that’s the way I see it!
St. David's United Church, West Vancouver