June 21, 2020 - At Home in the Wilderness
Two children were arguing about the devil on their way home from Sunday School. "We learned today that you have to watch out for the devil," said one, "he'll get you into all kinds of trouble and bad things." "There's really no devil at all," said the other, "The devil is just like Santa Claus. It's your father!"
Today is Father's Day and while there's many occasions when fathers might feel lost, today's reading is about living in the wilderness and how we all can be a little bit like the devil.
The Genesis reading is one of those passages that many try to avoid. You'll remember that Sarah, seemingly unable to have children and unable to wait for God to do something, had taken matters into her own hands. She gave her Egyptian slave girl to her husband Abraham so that he could have a child by her and not die childless. Of course, any child born to Hagar would by definition belong to Sarah since Hagar was her slave. All was well and everyone was sort of happy until Sarah has a baby. You see Hagar, even as a slave girl had quickly risen from powerlessness to a position of importance, having given birth to the clan chieftain's baby. While Sarah, although wealthy and powerful since she was married to Abraham, would be seen as less in the eyes of the people because of her barrenness. With the birth of Isaac, Sarah sees trouble ahead and has Abraham cast Hagar with her illegitimate son Ishmael, out into the wilderness to die.
It is painful for anyone to hear of the murderous actions of Sarah and Abraham and we wonder why this story is there in the Bible in the first place. It is fair to say that there must be truth in the story, otherwise the Hebrew writers would have avoided painting their main religious hero in such a bad light. Since the story of the Bible is supposed be one of the underdogs rising up over the adversity of the powerful, why is this story here?
Israel and the church loved to hear tales of the underdogs rising up and defeating forces much too powerful for anyone; it was the assurance that God was behind their deliverance: stories like Jacob usurping the right of Esau, or Joseph becoming the prime minister of all of Egypt, Moses defeating mighty Pharaoh, Elijah overcoming the priests of Ba'al, little shepherd boy David defeating the giant Goliath and King Saul becoming king, blind Samson bringing down a whole house upon the Philistines, or even the prodigal son being treated royally while the older brother fumes outside, Saviour Jesus overcoming death -- all of these reminding the listener of the underdog Israel and/or church being lifted up to greatness over a power that surrounded them. Even in modern Israel, people believe that little Israel has held at bay the neighbouring warring nations only because of God's intervention. The same could be said of the Christian Church, the Johnny-come-lately in the scheme of God's salvation; through Jesus, the Christian Church, the once underdog becomes the mighty and the powerful over the Roman forces that had once dominated the world and persecuted Christians.
Our story today may well be in that genre, but I believe it to be much more. It is a story about wilderness living; about being lost in the wilderness without hope, without expectation of survival. For it is there that Hagar, the single mom lays her dying child down under a bush and departs knowing she would not being able to bear hearing the child's cries diminish until there was no sound. And it is then that God intervenes and saves. Apart from the intrigue and the horror of knowing that our heroes have a dark side, a devil side; it is a story that shouts to the faithful that in the wilderness of life, God saves, no matter who is lost, bewildered or endangered. And it's about that, that I wish to direct our thoughts.
To be lost in the wilderness is not like being lost in the city; that's just a nuisance ... ask for directions, retrace one's steps and you're back on track in no time. Unless of course you're a child and have no idea where you are in the sea of legs that stretch up above your head.
The closest I've ever been to a wilderness experience was on a flight in a small plane from Bella Coola to Bella Bella. It was snowing very hard and for a few very long short minutes, no one on board, not even the pilot knew where we were. Everything was just an ocean of white nothingness undergirded by mountain tops that we could no longer see but knew were there, hidden by the snowing clouds, waiting to snag us out of the sky.
That's the most frightening experience I've had and it's nothing compared with the absolute terror that many have experienced in war or personal attack, assault or rape but it's the closest to wilderness that I have known and I believe that's what the Hebrew people experienced. At first they were thrilled to be free of Egypt but soon the food ran out, water couldn't be found, they were totally lost in more ways than one. And yet it was precisely there in the wilderness that they learned for the first time to trust God one day at a time, one step at a time, for food, for water, for direction, for safety.
Just when they were about to enter the Promised land, God began to worry about them again, for soon they would stop depending on God, they wouldn't need to trust God anymore, they would have milk, honey, power and wealth. All the necessities of life. Who would need God, then?
"And," says God, "if you ever come to that conclusion, you will perish!" and sure enough that's what happened. They went to the dogs; the devil in them began to show horns! So, their prophets, writers and storytellers began to remind the people of others, like Sarah and Abraham who tried to take matters into their own hands, and Hagar who simply had to trust God for help.
Everything is unpredictable in the wilderness -- we can't control it or what will happen to us while we sojourn there. I think that's why we humans try to escape it. We want to tame it, to control it, build cities, create civilizations ... we want a world that's predictable, where we can be in control, where we can turn the switches, push the buttons, so as to go where we want and do what we want according to our plans. We want to be insulated from risk, uncertainty, danger or pain. The only trouble is, we never can. No matter how hard we try to civilize the wilderness, it keeps invading our lives and we find we have to trust God.
Consider our own personal pilgrimage in life. We are born. Certainly a wilderness experience, no one remembers their birth, and no one is in control of their birth or their life for many years. Even during caesarian sections, that have been planned right down to the moment of birth are filled with uncertainties, fraught with dangers. Well, soon after we've grown and we get hair on our chest, (well some of us get hair on our chest) and life becomes somewhat predictable, we feel like we're gaining control. Then some fall in love.
Now falling in love is a good description of what that experience is all about, 'cause no one's really in control; it sort of just happens. Then relationships become marriage and become controllable, fairly predictable until children come along and the uncertainty of wilderness re-invades our lives. Gradually through trial and error the kids grow up, leave home. Now at last we can have a quiet, civilized time where we are in control. And then, more often than not, they move back home or then, we discover we're aging and we're no longer in control of what we once thought we would always control. The wilderness creeps in, touching our hair, our eyes, our ears, our digestion, our bones, our health, our plumbing and death approaches us from beyond the horizon. None of us has control over that.
The moral of the story is that no matter how hard we try, we cannot escape the wilderness; it is exactly the place where God has placed us to live. The point of the temptation story of Jesus is that all three temptations were invitations to escape from the wilderness, to take control and create a life that was predictable and safe. Instead, Jesus chooses this scary, unpredictable world where its citizens have to trust God one day at a time. The good news of the Gospel is not that God can help us escape from the wilderness. The good news is that by the grace of God we can learn to be at home in the wilderness.
What's the point of all of this? Well, we are constantly setting out in different directions in this wilderness. We might think we've got everything planned for whatever our future or day might hold. We know what needs to be done, we've got plans, great plans. Well friends, as important as it is to think ahead, let us not head off too self-assured, because if we do, we are playing the Sarah; taking too much into our own hands and not trusting God enough day by day; or even leaving room for God. We have to learn to be at home in the wilderness, when troubles come, when tensions arise, even when death approaches, believing and knowing that God is in control of our lives and that God can be trusted. We are more precious to God than sparrows but God expects us to be faithful disciples and pilgrims even as we live and are at home in the wilderness, so that every day is an adventure of trust. And oh, by the way the name Ishmael is Hebrew for “God hears!” And God’s wish that we "fare well" in the journey in the wilderness. At least that’s the way I see it. Amen