Sheep in the Shadows May 3, 2020
Some of you might have noticed my car's licence plate. Designed for those who can't remember three letters and three figures without getting them mixed up, personalized licence plates are a wonderful invention. In addition, besides hinting at one's own vanity, they provide a lot of fun.
On several occasions, I've seen people, trying to figure out what mine says. There, standing in clusters, with wrinkled brows, licence plate detectives, mouth the variety of possible explanations - but to no avail. When it's discovered that this car belongs to a Christian minister, new possible interpretations cloud the mind, as they try to figure out what "X-M-O-K-S" means. Linguists know that the letter "X" is sometimes used to signify Christ, as the "X" in X-mas (Christmas). It was derived from the Greek letter Chi which is written as an "X". But, that is not helpful in deciphering my licence plates' hidden meaning.
Back in the ‘80’s when I served churches in the north of British Columbia I was adopted by the Lax Kw’alaams of the Tsimpsean Nation. As part of that honour, I was granted a name to use as long as I lived. After that the name would return to the Lax Kw’alaams. EM XMOKS GYI BA’AW: or Running Wolf Eating Snow. The XMOKS-part, is my nickname which, in English, means something close to: "white-snow," as opposed to other colours of snow.
As a member of the Wolf Clan, I thought about all the bad press that wolves have received over the centuries - even Jesus paints them with a rather unflattering stroke. In the Tsimshian Community, the Wolf-image is sometimes used to signify or speak of the presence of God's Spirit or the strength and wisdom which comes from God. Depending on experience, cultures attach variant stereotypes to things and thus, different prejudices are attributed to the same image. For Jesus and his listeners, the wolf was only a predator, constantly in pursuit of the family's flock and therefore, a symbol of cunning, evil and danger. For Tsimshian people, the wolf is a symbol of the caring family, of God's abiding presence, of wisdom and mystery. Quite different. I refer to this disparity, only to point out that images, parables and allegories, even Biblical ones, are utilized to address something important but they don't teach everything about an issue, nor can the illusions be taken literally nor too far. So, it is, while speaking about sheep and shepherds; and wolves.
Ask any gathering of Christians to identify their favorite image of Jesus and many will come up with the "good shepherd." Ask those same believers, how they feel being referred to as sheep and you are likely to hear a less than enthusiastic response. The truth is though, that we have a lot in common with those woolly, four-legged creatures that aimlessly straggle across the barren places, oblivious to the wolves and the dangers lurking in the shadows.
Sheep, on the whole, are very dependent upon their owner and require an enormous amount of care. Under a good shepherd, they usually thrive and flourish. Under a poor one, they experience struggle and maybe starvation. "Some sociologists suggest that the collective will or mob instincts of humans, their fears, timidity, stubbornness, stupidity, and perverse habits, are all parallels of profound importance." (Celebration, April '91) Sheep take an excessive amount of time and attention, so much so that a shepherd really does have to give-up life and lay it down, protecting the flock from predators and other dangers. So too, the Lord who is our Shepherd, is always there for us - caring, concerned and protective, giving his life - laying it down.
Israel had used the image of sheep and shepherds for centuries to speak about God's care for their people. Presumably, a herding nation would know a great deal about shepherding. Ezekiel, the prophet writes: "You shepherds, listen," says God, "My sheep have been attacked by wild animals that killed and ate them because there was no shepherd. My shepherds did not find the sheep. They were taking care of themselves and not the sheep. I the Lord, will take my sheep away from you and never again will you be their shepherds." Pretty strong stuff and yet, isn't that what God has called people to be: Shepherds of the flock? "I am the Good Shepherd," says Jesus. "Take care of my sheep, feed my sheep." "In the same way that a shepherd cares for the sheep, I the Lord will look after MY sheep. Those that are scattered will be brought together again. Wherever they were scattered in the dark, I will bring them back," writes Ezekiel. Obviously, Jesus was well versed in this promise and may see in his own actions, that promised welcoming-back of the people, the shepherding of the flock. "I am the good shepherd, the good shepherd is willing to die for the sheep; I know my own and my own know me, as God knows me and I know God...I have other sheep, not of this fold; I must bring them also…they will heed my voice. So, there will be one flock and one shepherd." Today, we may have difficulty in accepting the simplistic idealism set down by Jesus, but just the same, we are called to do so. Like Jesus, we are to be shepherds, caring for those entrusted to us, as best we can!
There are many "Sheep in the shadows" who are lost, or whose lives are threatened and endangered by the forces, principalities and powers of modernity. We are challenged to shepherd them, to call them by name, to welcome them into the safety of the fold - just as we have been welcomed and are still welcomed.
David, the Psalmist, paints a most beautiful picture of a Shepherd God, who cares for him. So much is he able to put his trust in God's abiding presence and providence, that David can walk through the shadows, even the shadows of death without fear. All of us live in some shadow. We of the church and those outside the church, all face the reality of death's shadows, every day.
42 years ago, a physician discovered a dangerous melanoma on my side. Even after removal, and preventative surgery and the speculation that all was well, there continued to be for some time, a sense of walking through a depressed valley of shadows; and while the shadows were not too dark, they were apparent. But like David, shepherded by one another and God who is constantly with us, we straggled onward.
My valley of shadows was rather trivial compared with the shadows under which many of you or the others of which Jesus spoke, exist. Some of Jesus' sheep, indeed face the shadow of death but may do so without fear, confident knowing that "in life" or "in death, God," the shepherd "is with us."(The United Church Creed) Some face the shadowy-valley of grief and mourning; others face a shadow of unemployment or the breakup of a home and family; others cower in the shadows of drunkenness or chemical dependency while still others graze in the shadows of illness, loneliness, physical or mental abuse. Many graze under the shadow of faithlessness, restlessness or despondency. And as the Lord is our Shepherd and guides us, we and they may walk on, CONFIDENTLY!
As previously mentioned, images can only go so far, to emphasize or symbolize an idea. For we who live on the North Shore and gaze across the harbour at Vancouver or walk along the Sea Wall, what better image for the church than a life-saving station, lighthouse or marker buoy which points to safe sailing, shelter and harbour's rest. As a church, to be located at one of West Vancouver's most important intersections, what light shines forth as a beacon of sanctuary, rest, compassion and forgiveness to the others of whom Jesus spoke? If our church, which stands at these crossroads were known for its openness, caring and faithful living, it might also communicate its willingness to BE at the crossroads and the crises of peoples' lives; to walk with them, through their shadows.
We cannot just speak about the Lord who is our shepherd or light of the world. We are challenged to be like him. We are to live as shepherds even though many of us feel more like sheep in the shadows. We are called to be beacons of light, marker buoys of safety, places of sanctuary and rest, even though we often stumble along in our own darkness. "Little children," says John, "let us love not in word and speech but in deed and in truth."
Just as stories of the predatory wolf, do not tell the whole story about wolves, neither do images of sheep, shepherds and light beacons say everything about discipleship and ministry; but they do help to emphasize Jesus' compassionate-call to us. As we seek to follow the shepherd, the light and enter through the gate of salvation which has been provided, each of us is called to shepherding for there are so many others who wander in the shadows, without food, without housing, without friends, without hope, existing only with fear.
"Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil, for thou, thou art with me, thy rod and thy staff, comfort me." At least that’s the way I see it.