May 169, 2021 "Christ Among Us"Have you ever noticed that every once in a while, the lectionary skips a couple of verses from a selection? While reading the lectionary assigned for the day, if I find a verse or two skipped, I wonder why the creators of the lectionary chose to omit those parts? Usually, there’s something confusing, offensive or deeply.One of today’s lessons is one of those texts. As we begin, Luke is writing about how the good news of Jesus evolved into the church. In verses 18-20 of Acts, he tells about the demise of Judas, one of the disciples, the betrayer. But why such gore? What does it add to the story? It’s rather an amazing way for Luke to begin his second book.The body of Christ, the church, as we’ve known it, is a badly broken body. And if you want to look for the betrayers of Jesus as these verses imply, then we need sure to look around the table of the Lord. That’s the emphasis of our Good Friday Service as we’re reminded of our personal nail of betrayal into the cross.But this is the Easter season! So soon after the resurrection, why must we be still dealing with death, betrayal and sin within the church? Maybe because it’s always there. At the beginning of his Acts of the Apostles, while we’re still in the afterglow of Easter, we hear of Judas. Jesus is raised and has returned to the defeated disciples to forgive and empower them. But not before we’ve been honest about Judas and honest about ourselves. It is not all sweetness and light! The fledgling church is assailed with divisions, dissent, power politics and hints of evil; not only from without but from within, among the faithful.Now over the years, several scandals have rocked our Churches. In more than one incident, congregations have been rocked with the knowledge that their minister was guilty of sexual misconduct, tearing the church apart.But trouble in the church is not limited to clergy, nor to only those churches away over there but can be found in most congregations. I remember a couple that regularly put 2 cents onto the offering plate, honouring their $1 yearly pledge, making some kind of point as to their dissatisfaction. And I remember another elder who declared that he had no intention of giving any money to the church as long as I remained as the minister.Acts I, reminds us that such sadness is nothing new: sin abounds. Perhaps abounds particularly among those clergy and laity who believe that they are above the rules, since their huge (in their minds) contributions to the church make them immune from moral or legal scrutiny.Judas, was one of Jesus’ disciples, a member of the inner circle who sold Jesus out, for money. For whatever reason, either to betray Jesus or to force his hand, Judas led the authorities to Jesus; betraying his master and his kingdom for a pile of silver. There’s a depressing sameness in the betrayals whether they happened 300 years ago, a decade ago or last week.Next Sunday, we’ll celebrate and be reminded of our empowerment to be faithful at Pentecost by God’s Holy Spirit. But when you think about it, a betrayal of Jesus is a denial of Easter and a rejection of God’s spirit and a giving-in to the forces of evil and the power of death.Luke writes:(18 Now this man acquired a field with the reward of his wickedness; and falling headlong, he burst open in the middle and all his bowels gushed out. 19 This became known to all the residents of Jerusalem, so that the field was called in their language Hakeldama, that is, Field of Blood.) 20 “For it is written in the book of Psalms, ‘Let his homestead become desolate, and let there be no one to live in it’; and ‘Let another take his position of overseer.’Now I ask you, is this any way to begin a history of the First Church, the one in Jerusalem? Guts; bowels; blood. It’s ugly. Good taste led the lectionary composers to omit these and thereby shifts the focus away from the sorry, bloody, gutsy ending of Judas and turning our attention toward the more palatable account of the choosing of his replacement.But more than good taste is at work here, for is not this the way the church always handles ugly matters of betrayal. We turn way, scurry back to business as usual, call for a report of the committee on rules or bylaws, debate the finer points of doctrine, turn and blame others or just pretend that sin and evil don’t exist at all. The church dusts itself off, sends it clothes to the cleaners and gets back to the orders of the day.But Luke forces us to look at Judas. Before we go off with Easter banners flying, having survived our first organizational crisis, having elected dear uncontroversial Mattias and having gracefully gotten beyond what would later be referred to as the “Judas affair,” Luke would have us take a long and painful but honest pause and consider the blood of Judas. Maybe, if Jesus died for the sins of the whole world, Judas died for the sins of the church!Weeks ago, we were reminded of Jesus’ bombshell when he said, “the one who betrays me is with me and his hand is on the table.” And the disciples, all began to question on another, reassuring themselves that the betrayer could not be one of them. Surely not me Lord! Surely not us!But alas, he was right. If we look for the betrayers of Jesus, we only need look around those who gather around this table. Peter writes: “For he, Judas was numbered among us and was allotted his share in this ministry.” Like the others, Judas heard all of Jesus teaching firsthand. Like the rest, Judas witnessed all the miracles and shared in Jesus’ Ministry. Even though Judas was among them from the beginning, even though he was the recipient of all the promises of Jesus, he was a “guide for those who arrested him.” The shock is almost too much to bear for the sensitive stomach of the church. For through the scriptures, we were there too!Luke’s introduction to his history of the church sends a chill down the spine. For as modern-day disciples, we not only carry on the authority of Jesus, but we also continue the betrayal of Jesus. Our Lord’s first betrayal came from his own ranks: our ranks, is this the way to begin the history of the church? The lectionary thinks not and avoids it. What the church would like to dismiss as only a temporal setback, a disposing of one bad apple in our church barrel, a mere digression, is a significant revelation about the nature of the church and we its members.The story of Acts begins, not with the glorious descent of the Holy Spirit but with the spilling of the guts of Judas. Before we can march off as faithful Christian Soldiers in this post-Easter glory being reassured that the ugliness of Good Friday is behind us, Luke rubs our noses in the blood of Judas. What a way to begin the story of the church – our story.Some commentators have suggested that Luke only emphasizes the glorious triumph of the church after the resurrection. Don’t believe it. The same forces of resistance, betrayal, accommodation and deceit that were present with the disciples at that supper on that last Thursday are present with the church after Easter. After we got over Judas, there was that ugliness of Ananias and Sapphira and then the squabble between Philip and Peter over what to do with the gentiles; and the ugliness continues throughout all of our history, in all our churches, in all our hearts.Luke differs from Matthew on his account of the details and the motives behind Judas’ betrayal and death. These different accounts suggest that a betrayal of Jesus, takes many different forms – struggling after money, power, security, deceit – all of them ultimately ugly. We may betray our Lord by snuggling up to those who run big business, or by giving into special interest groups at the expense of those we are called to serve, or by trying to run things in a way that gives us recognition and inflates our ego or maybe we ignore personal boundaries and be found guilty of misconduct, sexual or otherwise; fail to love our neighbour! We might simply act out in ugly, uncaring ways simply because we don’t like each other. Different motives, different actors, but same chapter, same verse Acts 1:15-26.As the history of the church continues in the Book of Acts, the Good News will be rejected by a variety of critics: Government leaders, popular mobs, capitalists in Ephesus, academies and bureaucrats. But before any of them, let us be honest enough to admit (though the lectionary doesn’t want us to ¬¬– that the gospel is rejected by one of the church’s finest, one who was numbered among us, and was allotted his share in this ministry. And my friends, we be Judas! Thank God, that Christ forgives; forgives those who crucified him on Calvary, forgives those who crucify him around the table, forgive we who gather via internet. On Easter he returned to those who deserted him. He came back to forgive that we might begin again, might serve him faithfully despite our weaknesses and betrayals. And for this we give thanks for God’s glory and grace. At least that’s the way I see it!
St. David's United Church, West Vancouver