Sunday, September 25th, 2022 – Rivers Day
Philip’s Reflection: “The River of Life” (Revelation 22:1-5)
Rivers feature prominently in Scripture, from Genesis to Revelation – we read of how
God creates a river flowing through Eden to water the garden and then divides it into
four branches including the Euphrates (Gen. 2:10); and of Moses’ mother placing her
baby in a basket and setting him adrift on the River Nile (Ex. 2:3); and of Jesus’ baptism
by John the Baptist in the River Jordan (Mk. 1:9); and in today’s reading of Psalm 137,
we hear of exiled Israel grieving in Babylon, by the banks of the Euphrates, too sad to
sing the songs of Zion, they hang up their harps on the willow trees, and weep as they
remember Jerusalem and the destruction of the temple. And I like to think, by the banks
of that great river, that they find a source of comfort and tranquility, as a walk along a
river bank so often does, reminding us that “life flows on” and that “this too shall pass”.
And it’s the figurative importance of rivers that I want to say a few words about this
morning and I invite you now to fasten your seatbelts and come with me on a short visit
to Brazil, in fact to the location shown in this slide, it’s close to the northern city of
Manaus, the seventh largest Brazilian city, in the heart of the Amazonian rainforest. And
you might recognize it as an aerial view of “The Meeting of the Waters”, described as
“the greatest hydrologic spectacle on the planet”, the confluence of two rivers, the dark
water of the Rio Negro to the north and the pale, coffee-coloured water of the Solimões
[Solimoys] River, to the south – and these two great rivers join at Manaus, except that
they don’t really join – and if you travel downstream, you can see the two rivers’ flowing
alongside each other without mixing for about 5 miles. It’s a function, we’re told, of the
different speeds at which the rivers are flowing, their different temperatures and the
differing levels of sediment – the warmer, slower sediment-free Rio Negro from the
Amazon forest, and the cooler, faster, denser Solimões from the Andes mountains. And
after running alongside each other for 5 miles, turbulent eddies from the faster river
begin to break up the separation and the rivers start to merge and some miles later they
lose their separate colours and form one river, in fact the largest river in the World, the
Amazon River, as it flows towards the Atlantic.And when, a few years ago, Maggie and I flew over the two different-coloured rivers.
God gave me an insight into my own life that was to be life-changing. Because, perhaps
like you, at different stages of your lives, I realized more clearly then, than ever before,
that my own life was disconnected – in fact two lives, two rivers you might say, being
lived out in the one body – one (the everyday life) – my life as a spouse and a father,
the one that went to work each day in the investment industry; and another (the spiritual
life), largely lived on Sundays, the seeker, the churchgoer, the participant in occasional
retreats or bible study – one life largely separated from the other; one public, one largely
private, perhaps intentionally so. And for many miles, in some cases for much of our
lifetimes, we live these disconnected lives – the rivers may occasionally intersect and
we like to think that our spiritual lives may inform the decisions in our secular, everyday
lives; but like the waters of the Rio Negro and the Solimões, they more often flow side
by side, at different speeds, and at different temperatures.
To put it another way, our lives are often incongruent, disconnected, literally dis-
integrated; the God-given insight that day in Brazil is that we are one person, one river,
not two – not one “in the world” and a different one that is “spiritual” – but one, and that
God calls us to be congruent, where the spiritual river is fully integrated with the other.
C.S Lewis puts it this way – he says “perhaps a (person) is most free when, instead of
producing motives, [they] could only say ‘I am what I do’.”
One of my favourite poems is by the German pastor and theologian Dietrich Bonhoeffer,
who returned to Germany in 1939 to join a small Protestant resistance group to oppose
Adolf Hitler, he was imprisoned, eventually sent to Buchenwald Concentration Camp in
early 1945, and then executed on Hitler’s orders shortly before the end of WWII. I
encourage you to read his poem “Who Am I?”, which you can find online in Bonhoeffer’s
Letters and Papers from Prison. This is how he ends the poem –
“Who am I? This or the Other?
Am I one person today and tomorrow another?...
Who am I? They mock me, these lonely questions of mine.
Whoever I am, Thou knowest, O God, I am thine.”
So let me close with a question for each of us on this World Rivers Day: “Who am I?”.
One River or Two – two rivers, separated by speed and temperature, one rich with
sediment from the Andes mountains; the other sediment free? One polluted by all the
distractions and pressures and temptations of life in the city; the other, as John saw in
the dream described in our reading from the Book of Revelation - a river “bright as
crystal, flowing from the throne of God and of the Lamb” (Rev. 22:1)?
Jesus says, “Let anyone who is thirsty come to me, and let the one who believes in me
drink. [For] As the scripture has said, ‘Out of the believer’s heart shall flow rivers of
living water.’”
It is the same water that Jesus offers the Samaritan woman at the well – “...those who
drink of the water that I will give them will never be thirsty.” [For, as Jesus says] “The
water that I will give will become in them a spring of water gushing up to eternal life.”
We are not two different people, two different rivers, but one; and I have been blessed
by the realization, after meandering many miles through the mountains and the valleys
of life, over many years that, by surrendering to God’s will, I can say that my life is now
congruent, that truly, as C.S. Lewis says, I am what I do. And I’ve finally “found peace
like a river in-a my soul”. That’s a significant confession this Rivers Day. I pray that it
may be so for you too and, no longer mocked by “these lonely questions”, that you too
can answer - “whoever I am, thou knowest, O God, I am thine.” One river of living water
that flows from the Source of eternal life, received by God’s grace through faith.
Amen.