Philip’s Reflection: “The Bread of Life” (John 6:24-35)
This is my first opportunity to reflect with you from the pulpit of St. David’s – and to thank you for the warm welcome – perhaps today a bit too warm! And before I share my thoughts with you about today’s scripture readings, I ask you to take a moment just to pause, look around you, be still – and give thanks that we are able to be back here in this sacred space, today. We give thanks – but we also lament for all that has been lost during this global pandemic – we grieve the loss of over 26,000 Canadians and 4.5 million people around the world who have perished from Covid since February last year and we mourn the many other losses – of relationships, social lives, jobs, mental health. For all of us, the past 17 months have been life changing, particularly for the families and friends of those we’ve lost, including many in the North Shore community. So even as we celebrate God’s presence, and seek God’s blessing for a new ministry relationship at St. David’s, we also hold in our hearts the grief and loss that continues today.
In the early months of last year, we faced what seemed like an existential challenge, a threat not only to our way of life, and to the safety of loved ones, but also, here, to our very existence as a faith community. Yes, adversity has brought out the best in many people – particularly among the healthcare and caregiving professions, – and the many, including our churches, who have stepped up, reaching out to the lonely or isolated, or increasing their financial or material support for the vulnerable. But the pandemic also brought out a shadow side, witnessed even in the North Shore community, of racial discrimination and marginalization. And it may seem like a lifetime ago now but do you remember – and now we get back to our scripture readings - the shortages of many basic necessities, the panic buying and hoarding – and one of those scarcities was bread, or more accurately, the bags of flour and yeast required for bread-making.
Lockdown brought a new interest in home-baking – more time on our hands, or perhaps kneading a large lump of dough brought a sense of control or calmness when the rest of the world was falling apart, some said it was a form of stress reduction or even, some claimed, self-care. But you won’t be surprised to know that the emotional benefits of home-baked sourdough loaves are not what we have in mind when we consider what Jesus meant by the “bread of life”.
Nor, according to our first scripture reading were these benefits front of mind for the hungry and demoralized tribe of Hebrews that wandered in the desert wilderness – and we hear them complaining to their leaders Moses and Aaron - we had our fill of bread by the fleshpots in Egypt and now “you’ve brought us out into this wilderness to kill [us] with hunger” (Ex. 16:3). And God tells Moses that he would “rain bread from heaven… and each day the people shall go out and gather enough for that day” (Ex. 6:4). And as promised, the following morning, after the dew had lifted, “[there] was a fine flaky substance, as fine as frost on the ground.” “What is it?” the Israelites asked – “It is [manna] the bread that the Lord has given you to eat.” And they would eat it for the next 40 years until they came to the land of Canaan – and it became part of the folklore, a symbol of God’s very practical help for them at a time of need.
The crowd that followed Jesus to Capernaum were very familiar with this story and, more particularly, the belief that Moses was God’s divinely-appointed leader. The previous day, according to John’s Gospel, Jesus had fed the crowd of five thousand, from a meal of five loaves and two fishes; like Moses, Jesus had first gone up the mountain and then took the loaves and fishes “and when he had given thanks, he distributed them to all who were seated… as much as they wanted”. Have we found another Moses, the crowd wondered? – well let’s go across the Sea of Galilee, find Jesus, and ask him to prove it once and for all, by providing bread from heaven the next day, just as Moses did. And it is here at Capernaum, that Jesus schools them on the difference between “the food that perishes” and “the food that endures for eternal life”. It’s a distinction that, once we get it, can change our lives – as it has done mine.
You see, says Jesus, whether its home-baked sourdough bread, or manna in the desert, or even the distribution of five loaves among a crowd of 5,000, that stretches our imagination, you’re focusing on the wrong bread. Yes, it’s food that will fill you and meet the immediate needs of hungry people. But it’s “food that perishes” says Jesus – it satisfies immediate needs but next day you’ll still be hungry. Moreover, it has a limited shelf life – if you accumulate or hoard more than required for your immediate needs, it will – like the manna in the desert – literally rot away and be wasted. What the Son of Man gives you, says Jesus, is a very different type of bread – it is the bread that endures – a word that has profound meaning in the Gospel of John – sometimes translated as “abides” – as with the Father and the Son abiding in the believer through the power of the Holy Spirit. The bread that I give you, says Jesus, “abides” to eternal life.
But, you know, the crowds still don’t get it - “What must we do to perform the works of God?” they ask. But this is not what Jesus is getting at: the central message of today’s gospel reading is not how to do the works of God but, as Jesus says, “This is the work of God, that you believe in him whom he has sent.” In other words, the “work of God” is not about doing – it is about being rather than doing - being open to God, letting go of our sense of being in control – accepting that it is not we who are in charge, but that God is. Seen in this way, “work” is our faithful response to God’s work in Jesus – it is our relationship to God and Jesus in faith.
Today’s Gospel message is therefore less about what we do, or the works that we perform, than it is about what God does. For as Jesus says, it was God not Moses who gave Israel the bread of heaven. And Jesus isn’t the new Moses; he is himself the gift from God “that gives life to the world”. “Sir”, they said, “give us this bread always” without realizing that it was standing right in front of them – “I am (ego eimi) the bread of life” says Jesus – you will never be hungry if you come to me and never be thirsty if you believe in me.”
And isn’t this emphasis on works, on doing, just as true for us too? We often define ourselves – and others – by what we and they do, or don’t do, not by what God has already done for us – it’s often the first question we ask – “What do you do?” – as if that defines the other; and working hard and personal discipline are sometimes viewed as the only keys to unlock the door to material prosperity. But we also know that hard work on its own rarely pays off – in fact we often see the consequences of “working harder – and longer” in failed relationships, or burnout and mental health problems. “Faster, higher, stronger, together” - is an inspiring motto for Olympic athletes but, for the rest of us, “slower, deeper and humbler” offers a more reliable path towards the kingdom of God – it won’t win you medals but it will change the way you live your life.
Jesus tells us that it is not our works that define who we are – it’s the other way around – it’s who we are, what we believe, that determines what we are to do. We give because we have first received; we forgive, because we have already been forgiven; we love because God first loved us – so much, that he gave us, in Jesus, his Son so that all who believe in him may have eternal life (Jn. 3:16). We believe in God because God first believes in us.
“I am the bread of life” says Jesus – the bread that fulfills our hunger and thirst for meaning and purpose - the bread beyond bread, the bread that keeps on giving. Jesus is God’s manna, today in the wilderness of a global pandemic, reminding us that God will always provide what we need. And the remarkable thing is that the bread of God is freely given – it is not something to be demanded or negotiated or transacted – we don’t even need to wait in line for it; for the bread of life is given to all who will receive it. Will you allow yourself to be nourished by the bread that endures for eternal life? Amen.